new blog ta dah blogger

http://steffascope.tumblr.com/

thinking of deleting

I dont know what is with blogger i have been trying to upload photos on here and its just not working, links dont work, spellcheck doesnt work. If it keep doing this i will make a new tumblr for my blogs such a shame i have grown to love my blog on here

Lazy

I'm feeling so lazy tonite i haven't gotten out of my Pj's all day. It doesn't help that our hot water switch is broken,so the electician is coming again tommorow for the 3rd time to replace the switch hopefully he gets its right and will have hot water tommorow, i am over cold showers.
So i am currently watching the united states of Tara i think its called and i have to say i love this show already.For dinner we are having home made pizza and garlic bread im excited. Anywho another boring blog im off to play Yoville :)

Today

Today has been such a shit day. First of all Ben hid my book behind his cot i just found it now. Harry has been in a naughty naughty mood all afternoon. I had to send him to time out 3 times already he just stopped crying after 30 mins. It is days like this i just want to curl up and sleep forever.
Now all is quite calm and they are cuddling me while watching Mr Maker hope it stays like this for a while just enough for me to finish my coffee.

Wierd

Ever since i was 14 i have always been interested in occult such as Satan, Demons and Ghost i love it all. Now i am not a Satanist i am just drawn in by all this stuff. I love Cemetries as wierd as this is going to sound i feel very connected when i am there i kind of feel at peace.
I love reading about rituals, witches and stories about people who have sold their souls to the devil. I read a blog today about Lil Wayne and how he sold his soul i have to say that story as well as the video that went with it creeped me the hell out, It is all so fasinating.
I love hearing about ghost stories i could tell you about my ghostly experiences but i'll leave it for another time when i can be able to think and not be distracted.
Argh i better go i want to write more but the boys are not allowin me to do so it is a bye for now !

A story to tell

I am just doing a browse thru profiles just to kill some time seems everyone is so arty, creative and great with words, My blogs seem so irrelevet not that it is a contest or anything as it just a little journal for me and whoever. I just wish i had a story to tell :)

The question i have always dreaded

So Harry is getting into the phase of asking everything " why mummy " I understand his just Curious about things but everything i do ' Why you doing the dishes mummy, Why are you cleaning mummy, If he gets in trouble Why mummy. It is starting to do my head in as cute as it is.. Every second word is why.

On Another topic its Peelys 2nd Birthday soon and have no idea what to do. My place is very small to do anything and i don't want to hire a room at a playcenter because none of my friends have children. Then there is the question who do i ask do i still invite my cousin who is still pissed off at me for something tottally stupid that happened months ago and is being a stubborn shit or do i just make it friends. I seem to have no time for some family lately. Its kinda stressing me out.

Its times like these that i wish i was in Perth with Andre's family and my nieces ( who are the same age as the boys)

Photos from our Trip



This a a picture i took of thunder point in Warnambool



Harry is he wasnt happy because he wanted to go and walk on the beach,
but the weather was really bad and it was non stop raining.

My little man and Daddy having a stroll :)

Discovered this little Cemetry at Port Cambell i tottally love it !

Harry

Another view of thunder point

We went to the 12 apostles  well more like the 7 apostles

feeling so bleehh today

i have discovered me and no coffee do not mix. I am angry,fustrated and damn tired. I have no idea how i will do the dairy and sugar free diet for 2 weeks if i cannot manage one day... well of to do shopping and laundry then come home and going to play crimson alliance i cannot rave how great this game is :)

Our weekend trip :D

On Friday we went to warrnambool i was meant to be going up there for a friends funeral but i couldn't make it at that time. Also was meant to be seeing my best friend but the only time i am down his up in Queensland but all in all i had a fun time even if it was only for a short time. We left Melbourne at 6.30 and kids fell asleep at 7 so the whole trip was pleasant. We arrived at Figtree Motor inn at 12am and Harry was wide awake. Going to the Figtree brought back so many memories i went camping there when i was 16 with an ex even though we lived around the corner we just wanted to do something different. Other memories is when me, Brad and Zoe would sneak in all the time to use the pool. I never thought i would be back there with a family. I love warrnambool and surrounding suburbs part of me will always be a country girl. After a semi ok sleep we went to thunder point and other beaches actually wanted to go on the beach to walk but it was raining pretty hard. Then we saw my lovely Shae and her new baby Gypsy Nirvana she gave me some xbox games ( fuck yeah ) I miss that girl so much. Then at 3 we set off to home but the long way Thur Great ocean road which adds another 2 hrs to get home. I haven't driven so much in one go but it was so impressed the boys were so well behaved. We went to the 12 apostles (more like 7 now) took so photos (which ill upload later) Then we found a creepy little cemetery which is awesome because i love cemeteries. Then we went to cape otway to see the light house but of course it was blocked off got really angry about that because i have always wanted to see that lighthouse. Finally we stopped at Apollo Bay for a final feed and drinks then off home. I was so knackered when i got home but i had a freaking awesome time :)

ahhhh

I have turned into such a geek lately not that is a bad thing i love it. Since the xbox has come into my life my world is now taken over by games i even went to EB games today. When i go there with Andre I'm normally bored off my tits but this time i was in heaven looking at all the games :) I ended up buying the 40 game sega megadrive collection with most of the sonic the hedgehog games, streets of rage 1,2 and 3 (fuck yeah !!! ) Golden Axe and all of the childhood games i used to play.

Also brought Left for dead 2 which Ando is playing now but i don't like it or I'm simple not used of the controls but have seriously gotten hooked on de blob 2 haha yep officially a geek now and wouldn't have it any other way. Any who i am off to read and drink my hot chocolate while i wait for the new i0s 5 to install in my phone (hooray !! )

well i am back :)

I made another blogger i dont really know what i would be using it for since i am shit with words and writing but i am heading more for like a book review kind of thing since i am reading alot :D Well i might as well just start telling a bit about myself. 1. I am a mother of 2 boys Harry who is 3 and Benjamin (aka Peely) who is 2 next month. 2. I recently moved to Northcote and absoulty love it. I used to live in Caroline Springs but i hated it nothing like it is on the tv ads lol. 3. I have 10 tattoos and a almost complete half sleeve it is not finished yet ( hopefully before summer ) 4. I love reading i could read all day long. 5. We recently brought a xbox and i have become hooked on it. Seriously if u left me in a room with xbox a 4 pack of redbulls, endless coffee,books and cigerettes i would be a very happy girl. and yep thats all i can think of